Begin

Already one week.
I have to begin everything again.
And Im going to face the test month.
No time to prepare.
But try my best la.

放屁

看了你的部落格和面子书
我反而更生气
说什么有苦聪什么不了解你
还忍？
放屁！
原来这就是你所谓的友情
我就算没的回家
也会去

我知道他一定不会怪你
他也不想我们不快乐
他就是这样的好
你惭愧吗？！
算了

Upset

Im kinda disappointed what were their reaction..
I swear I will never share out those thing anymore..
Suddenly feel Im so dumb..
What are you expecting Ching Yoke Hing?
They will never know what is from the bottom of ur heart..

Losing such a great friend..
I feel very very pain..
Today I didnt go to school..
Just stay at home..
Only few friends will cause such a impact to me..
Not even more than five..
Five fingers..
Losing one I feel really there is a flaw in my life.......

Rest in peace ba KeeSing....

Bye Bye la Sing Zai

Sing zai..
Im really very sad to hear that you are gone..
That night I went through a sleepless night
My tears started to drop..

I knew you since standard one..
That time definitely is one of my closest friend
Til now..
Already 13 years..
How can you leave us without saying goodbye?
Go to your facebook and have a look..
How many friends are support you?
And you just leave like that..
Who's gona help ur parent in pasar malam?

You are not one of my gang..
But i treat you more than that..
You are really a special friends
Who brought a lot of fun..
Eat and yamcha with you is really the best moment to us..
You talk a lot rubbish.. But got laugh point
I know you just want to make us laugh..
You are really really a very good friend
I cant find anyone who just like you..
No one..

Today..
I brought a bunch of friends and x classmate to see you..
Sing Zai..
Happy anot?
Bye Bye la Sing Zai..
I will miss you de..
Thanks a lot..
Knowing you is my pleasure..


A song
Sing by Mika Nakashima

The one who cried was me
Not showing any weakness
Isn't the same as having strength
Because that's what you said
I believe

As my breath turned cold on the way back
It seemed like the stars were swaying
That i was sure of
Even the faint warmth
Was already forgotten
What it's like to come to like someone
This is the first time I've realised it

The one who cried was me
The winter constellations that linked together
Seemed to stay in the sky forever
That's what i saw
I believe

Our numbed palms
Seemed unable to separate,
wanting to stay together forever
Even as i kept repeating the words
i wanted to tell you
Still it couldn't be voiced
Laughing at the silly thing
And tucking you in gently
I counted the shooting stars

The miracle that i met you
Because now i
Have been taught
The meaning of living
I believe..............

What The Hell

This 2 weeks is a critical stage
But somehow..
I didnt spend it wisely..
No point to regret..
Totally in vain..
Anyway
I have still done something else..

I need a strong determination
A positive altitude
And a inspiration

Coz I believe
七色の橋
and 大丈夫だよ
同じ空の下で　笑えるね